Story of my life:

So I'm all like.... over here.... going through one of THOSE weeks (I know, I know, they happen every week and a half) where I just can't stand being my age... And sometimes I feel like I'm more mature than everyone else cause my mind is so far into the future... But really I'M the immature one because I'm so obsessed with the what could be's  instead of enjoying the now....making me immature to the teenage world? Wow. I don't think i've ever said anything that makes so little sense. 

I CAN'T SPIT IT OUT. 

Okay. Maybe that doesn't make sense. But to simplify it.... I feel like I always jump to the worst case scenarios of the what could be's ...for example: I'M going to be the lonely woman who never gets married... Or if I do, it will be to that guy who isn't super attractive and I only marry him because I can't stand being alone... ORRR if I don't get married in this life, then in the next life all of the amazing dudes will be taken! 

It's like, I don't compare myself to others with the typical "oh I wish I had her clothes" or "if only I had her skin" ya know, WHATEVER. But maybe I compare in the way that's like "I'll never be good enough to find the right man"... 

...and that scares me.

*sighhhh*

#hannahproblems

I think I just need to focus on these photos a little bit more:

Sometimes I just forget that God's got my back and won't leave me out in the dust because I'm just as good as anyone else out there with "the perfect guy".

I just gotta remember that.

*exhales*

and this one was for you (:

Out-In

The Sun is out and I am in, why?

Because
    H
        o
            m
                e
                   w
                      o
                         r
                           k
has dragged me down to the very depths of not being outside.

Nonetheless (<-that word always reminds me of my mom) i am grateful for the sunshine.

Maybe its just me, but I feel guilty when it is sunny and I am inside...

-Mesa

homing pigeon...

Typing in the Password still makes me feel foolish :)

^that up there is a pigeon^ 

(it looks kinda like...

I don't understand why people would want to get rid of pigeons. They don't bother no one.
Mike Tyson

It'll certainly give the pigeons something to do.
Pat Cash
Whoever becomes the head of the National Theater finds himself in a position like that of Nelson's Column - pigeons dump on you because you're there.
Peter Hall
“Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue”

nuff of them quotes'

now for some love:

jk, not yet

:)

yep

Now Enough of that:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Awesome:

When the person you needed comes along at the perfect moment in your life. how does that happen? 

I don't know, but I do know, we were not my accident. Thank you for coming along and running this run with me. Hannah, I Just Less Than Three You!!

(and that is forrizle)

(totes amazing)

^for you

Dear Mesa, remember that one New Years Eve where your legs just gave out and you fell on me?
...And then I fell too?
Good times  (:
~Hannah