Never Been Kissed

Dear Mesa... It's been awhile. But it's Friday night and I'm all alone.
How did I keep myself company? Well. I somehow got to looking up cute/funny first kiss stories on Yahoo... Yeah, these were my favorites. :)

(STORY OF MY LIFE)

So anyway. I need new friends.
~Hannah~
P.S. I know you won't see this until probably next year.... But hopefully it will be worth it when you do finally see this! (: (:

We're all the same.

Since my trip to Seattle last night... I've felt really happy! I couldn't fall asleep for an hour and a half after I got in bed because I just felt so happy and motivated and wonderful!

...Of course that happiness kinda died when I woke up at 5:40am realizing I had only gotten about 5 1/2  hours of sleep... But hey, that's what naps are for, right?!

I have so much I want to tell you about how it all went, but I don't want it to become old news for you because I might use part of it in my girls camp devo (because yes, I have been prepping for that since laurels conference a few months ago.... be impressed) BUT IT WAS SO AMAZING. Good feelings all over. Happy smiles. Lots of love to people I didn't even know. Bonding with my fellow priest and laurels, and talking with everybody on the bus coming home about our experiences and everyone growing from what each other learned! Picture it like a testimony meeting, only cooler ...Seriously. Gah. Service. What a cool thing.  Love love love it. 

Biggest lesson learned (which is really just a big fat duh) We're all the same. One lady I talked to who had started to turn her life around and was in school and working, she told me she would still come back to the homeless people because she knows what it's like to be there, and any of us could find ourselves out on the streets someday and she wants them to be there for her, incase that happens, just like how she is there for them right now. The other big thing I realized is that I thought I was doing service to them, but they were the ones doing service for me.

That woman who I had talked to, had begun to leave with her husband, but she made her way to me instead and gave me this wonderful hug as if she'd known me since I was a baby and told me to keep doing what I do. I love her and I hardly know her! Funny how that works!

i hear you sista

OK so you know on Pinterest when you get on and you see that I have pinned like thousands of pictures of cute couples and wedding crap? yea well I get on this mood, you could say, whereI am like "WHY Am I NOT MARRIED NOW!" this happens 2 days a week (recently more often.)
So i can relate to you and one more thing
get you head srewed on straigth girl or I might have to do it for you, you are a freakin' amazing person who WILL get a freakin' amazin' gguy. Don't you worry

As Sarah Franks says:
"It will all be worth it"

SO MORAL OF THE STORY:


It will all be worth it!

Story of my life:

So I'm all like.... over here.... going through one of THOSE weeks (I know, I know, they happen every week and a half) where I just can't stand being my age... And sometimes I feel like I'm more mature than everyone else cause my mind is so far into the future... But really I'M the immature one because I'm so obsessed with the what could be's  instead of enjoying the now....making me immature to the teenage world? Wow. I don't think i've ever said anything that makes so little sense. 

I CAN'T SPIT IT OUT. 

Okay. Maybe that doesn't make sense. But to simplify it.... I feel like I always jump to the worst case scenarios of the what could be's ...for example: I'M going to be the lonely woman who never gets married... Or if I do, it will be to that guy who isn't super attractive and I only marry him because I can't stand being alone... ORRR if I don't get married in this life, then in the next life all of the amazing dudes will be taken! 

It's like, I don't compare myself to others with the typical "oh I wish I had her clothes" or "if only I had her skin" ya know, WHATEVER. But maybe I compare in the way that's like "I'll never be good enough to find the right man"... 

...and that scares me.

*sighhhh*

#hannahproblems

I think I just need to focus on these photos a little bit more:

Sometimes I just forget that God's got my back and won't leave me out in the dust because I'm just as good as anyone else out there with "the perfect guy".

I just gotta remember that.

*exhales*

and this one was for you (:

Out-In

The Sun is out and I am in, why?

Because
    H
        o
            m
                e
                   w
                      o
                         r
                           k
has dragged me down to the very depths of not being outside.

Nonetheless (<-that word always reminds me of my mom) i am grateful for the sunshine.

Maybe its just me, but I feel guilty when it is sunny and I am inside...

-Mesa

homing pigeon...

Typing in the Password still makes me feel foolish :)

^that up there is a pigeon^ 

(it looks kinda like...

I don't understand why people would want to get rid of pigeons. They don't bother no one.
Mike Tyson

It'll certainly give the pigeons something to do.
Pat Cash
Whoever becomes the head of the National Theater finds himself in a position like that of Nelson's Column - pigeons dump on you because you're there.
Peter Hall
“Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue”

nuff of them quotes'

now for some love:

jk, not yet

:)

yep

Now Enough of that:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Awesome:

When the person you needed comes along at the perfect moment in your life. how does that happen? 

I don't know, but I do know, we were not my accident. Thank you for coming along and running this run with me. Hannah, I Just Less Than Three You!!

(and that is forrizle)

(totes amazing)

^for you

Dear Mesa, remember that one New Years Eve where your legs just gave out and you fell on me?
...And then I fell too?
Good times  (:
~Hannah

I will always be there for you
bee tee dubs :)

Igpay Atinlay

Ellway apcray. I'mway ewedscray.

Isthay oneway isway ustjay eniusgay:

Iway ustjay esslay anthay eethray ouyay
ovelay
annahhay

HMN

Ohhh I like your initials!




Anyway, i have not been an inspired blogger lately. (maybe you have noticed) 


So.........


I thought how there is 6,980,890,666 people in the world 
about 70,349 people are named Hannah in the US,  99% of them are female...awk)
In the US there is approximately 108 Hannah Nelsons. 


There is about 800 million houses in the united states and I ended up moving to the one in our cute little growing town. (I am not sure about the reliability of that resource) 



Well Jaret "needs" to do his homework that is due in like a million days so I have to depart, I will expand later :)

MRB

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS.

BUTTERFLIES ON A CTR RING. 

That is the coolest thing ever. 

Thought I'd share :)

~HMN

Maysaw,

9 planets
  1 universe 
    204 countries 
      809 islands 
        7 seas 
          ...And I met you (:

Mesa. WHY DID WE DO THIS?

2 DAYS (NEARLY ONE) LEFT!

My legs are so nast.

SOOO nast.

As I was taking my bath tonight, My razor just happened to fall out of the suction cup basket thingy on the shower wall... I picked up my razor, looked at my legs, looked back at my razor, then back at my legs... I sighed as I put it back in the basket. I can't freaking give up now. I'm almost done with this stupid no-shave-november. My leg hairs are practically the same length as they were when I was 10 and started shaving. So anyway. Tomorrow we compare, and the next day it is ALL COMING OFF! 

Favorite shaving commercial of mine which I saw a few years back? 

Seriously though, my leg hairs are turning into man legs. they're starting to be pulled down by gravity. Ewwww.

Never again are we doing this.

I just less than three you!

-Hannah

I build you up? Like this....

Now I am just getting carried away.....










MESA STOP!!!!!!!!!!!


ok I think I have myself......
Anyway, we need to make some chubby food and hang out and find cool scriptures and stuff like that. the usual :)
It is Thanksgiving eve and i am thankful for you :)
thank you for bringing me up when I am down
thank you for making me feel like I am not the only one
thank you for letting me practice my mentalist skills on you
thank you for the laughs
thank you for the tears
thank you for the lessons you have taught
thank you for having it worse than me
thank you for begin an example
thank you for listening
thank you for talking
thank you for eating
thank you for confessing
thank you for sharing
thank you for helping me with my typing ;)
thank you for not ignoring me
thank you for those guilt trips (no one sitting by you)
thank you for the advice
thank you for being happy
thank you for being human :)


Love your as long as you want, Buddy ol' pal,

Mesa


Oh yea and bee tee dubs, I just less than three you!